I’m dedicated to sharing this freedom and joy, guiding others toward their own inner peace and consciousness - a life in lightness and simplicity
My Journey of Transformation
Me
I’m Simon, a 21-year-old from Germany, sharing my journey of transforming my life and mindset to uncover true happiness, lightness, simplicity and awareness within. From a young age, I’ve navigated turbulent waters—mental health challenges, societal expectations, and a restless search for meaning. Yet, through it all, I’ve discovered my essence, a radiant core that shines beneath the layers of doubt and pain. My journey is one of overcoming struggles, embracing every moment—whether joyful or agonizing—with profound gratitude, and learning to see life as a tapestry of lessons. Each step, each tear, each smile has shaped me into who I am today. My mission is to share this freedom and joy, to light a path for others seeking self-love and consciousness, and to show that true happiness lies not in external triumphs but in the quiet embrace of one’s soul.
Past
From early childhood, I grappled with mental health challenges that cast long shadows over my days. At eleven, I began visiting psychologists, initially for behavioral issues and conflicts with my brothers—fights that erupted like sudden storms in our home. Over the years, I received a series of diagnoses: personality disorder, anxiety disorder, and, most persistently, obsessive-compulsive disorder. These labels felt like heavy chains, each one tightening around my spirit. Depression, self-harm, and antidepressants defined much of my adolescence, painting my world in shades of gray. Therapy stretched on until I was eighteen, including a two-month stay in a day clinic where I sat in sterile rooms, hoping for relief. But the approaches—talk therapy, cognitive techniques, medication—didn’t ease my pain significantly, leaving me feeling like a puzzle no one could solve.
In my teens, I chased freedom through paths like finance and economics, dreaming of success that would lift me above my struggles. I imagined wealth and status as keys to liberation, but these ventures left me hollow, like chasing a mirage across a desert. I tried on roles—future banker, real estate agent, hotel receptionist—but none fit. Despite cherished moments—laughter with friends, fleeting romances, and travels that stirred my soul—an unidentifiable feeling lingered, buried deep within. It was a quiet ache, a whisper I couldn’t decipher, like a melody half-remembered. I now know it was my essence, my true self, hidden beneath layers of mental noise, longing to be seen and embraced.
Key Moment: November 2021
In November 2021, I hit rock bottom, plunging into the deepest darkness I’d ever known. A breakup with my boyfriend shattered the fragile scaffolding of my life, intensifying years of despair, depression, and self-loathing. The pain was relentless—a suffocating fog of hopelessness that clung to every thought, every breath. I felt like a ship lost in a storm, battered by waves of grief and self-doubt, with no lighthouse in sight. The weight of my past—years of therapy, diagnoses, and unhealed wounds—pressed down, and for a moment, surrender seemed inevitable.
Yet, in that abyss of loss, a spark flickered. Amid the wreckage of my heart, I made a life-changing decision: I was done being a victim. I rejected the endless struggle, the cycle of fighting against myself in anguish. Instead, I chose to seek happiness and inner freedom through peace and awareness. It wasn’t a fleeting wish but a fierce resolve, a vow to dedicate my life to feeling better, to reclaiming my spirit. This single choice—to rise from the ashes of despair and pursue a life of joy—became the cornerstone of my transformation, altering the course of my existence forever.
The Shift: My Path
From that turning point, I began a journey of self-discovery, a pilgrimage to uncover the truth of who I am. I dove into psychology, hypnosis, spirituality, and religions, reading voraciously—books became my guides, their pages portals to new ways of thinking. I attended seminars, soaking up wisdom from spiritual teachers whose words felt like sunlight breaking through clouds. In May 2022, I stepped into a Buddhist temple in Germany, its serene air wrapping around me like a embrace of lightness. A hypnosis session became a pivotal moment, a lifeline that connected me to my subconscious and soul. In that sacred space, I glimpsed my inner light, igniting a drive I’d always lacked—a fire to heal, to grow, to live fully.
Gradually, I let go of my ego, shedding layers of fear and self-judgment like old skin. With each step, I grew happier and freer than I’d ever imagined possible. I traveled the world, embracing solo adventures that stretched my heart and soul. From vibrant markets in Asia to quiet forests in Europe, I immersed myself in diverse cultures, forging bonds with nature and spiritual souls whose presence felt like home. Fulfilling a lifelong dream, I lived in a Thai Buddhist temple, learning from Monks time by time weaving peace into my days. Every moment—travels, relationships, challenges—wove into a greater whole, a vibrant mosaic of experience. I learned to hold each one with profound gratitude, seeing even the painful threads as essential to the beauty of my life.
My passion for psychology, sparked at fourteen, grew into a calling to help others navigate their struggles. What began as curiosity about the human mind became a deep desire to support people through their crises, to offer the compassion I once craved. Through hypnosis, spiritual practices, and Buddhist teachings, I cultivated awareness and self-love, not by reinventing myself but by rediscovering my soul—the essence I’d sensed all along. I explored manipulation, general psychology, and spiritual paths to happiness, each discipline adding depth to my understanding. Today, I’m dedicated to sharing this freedom and joy, guiding others toward their own inner peace and consciousness. My life, once shrouded in fog, now shines with purpose, lightness and in simplicity, and I’m deeply thankful for every step, every soul, and every lesson that brought me here.
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